Dear Dick,
Once again, it's too long...a time since we've connected. I really don't like when we're out of touch. I prefer you keep your eye on me more. I bet you could use a good wet kiss, too...with some tongue. First I think you just need to be held. You'll probably jump right out of my hands. I might need to sit on you to hold you down, but I’d like and really need you to stay up.
The end of 2019 is near. I don’t know if I’ll see you before the end of the year. However, listen, I’m using 2020 vision and I intend for us to be on the grind in due time.
Love always,
Angel
ANGEL
2 hearts that see as one
Tuesday, November 26, 2019
Thursday, November 7, 2019
Nice Seeing You For A Change
Dear Dick,
How you hangin’? I see you being all large and in charge, trying to get into something new. Your game is still long and strong, but I like seeing you in a different way now. I don’t have to have a handle on you as much as I used to in the past. You’ve always roamed free, but you always come back to me. Now I can boldly look you in the eye and have a grown up conversation with you. I mean, I know you’ll always try to spit at me because that’s who you are, but we can relate better because I’m better. No matter how many ins and outs, or ups and downs, it remains deep between us. I just have to wait for the right YOU to come around because YOU ARE COMING!
I LOOK FORWARD to the day I get my hands on you again. But for now, I’m going to remain in controlled contact. Don’t worry. I’ll never lose my desire for you. I love you. I really, really miss you. I long for you with my entire being, but you’re not what’s most important in my life right now. I know you’ll always be there for me when I need you. Until then...
Sincerely,
Your Loving, Well-Intended, and Often Inappropriate Angel
How you hangin’? I see you being all large and in charge, trying to get into something new. Your game is still long and strong, but I like seeing you in a different way now. I don’t have to have a handle on you as much as I used to in the past. You’ve always roamed free, but you always come back to me. Now I can boldly look you in the eye and have a grown up conversation with you. I mean, I know you’ll always try to spit at me because that’s who you are, but we can relate better because I’m better. No matter how many ins and outs, or ups and downs, it remains deep between us. I just have to wait for the right YOU to come around because YOU ARE COMING!
I LOOK FORWARD to the day I get my hands on you again. But for now, I’m going to remain in controlled contact. Don’t worry. I’ll never lose my desire for you. I love you. I really, really miss you. I long for you with my entire being, but you’re not what’s most important in my life right now. I know you’ll always be there for me when I need you. Until then...
Sincerely,
Your Loving, Well-Intended, and Often Inappropriate Angel
Saturday, July 12, 2014
Lionel Richie Kenny Rogers - LADY - MGM Red Carpet 13
Dear Dick,
My life would be near complete if you'd just dedicate this song to me...and have Lionel Richie and/or Kenny Rogers sing it to me. That's not too much to ask for, is it? I mean, you've finally grown into a real man and we're on a new path... No? Too much, too fast? sigh
Alright, we'll just enjoy the video.
Love,
Me
Thursday, June 26, 2014
Still Learning
Dear Dick,
You know, sometimes you have been hard on me. Sometimes you've been too soft. You've often given me your best and your worst but from the worst of you I have learned and am still learning valuable lessons. Lately I've been writing a lot more and it was a time when I we only had mental contact that you gave me the most. One time you said to me that "whatever it is you want to do most in life, as your career, you should devote the amount of time that you would working in a day developing that craft." I don't even know why I allowed you to appeal to me at that time but it was things like that which made me allow you to be around and why I like to keep you around. You ooze with a different substance that I just can't get from my well-meaning sister-friends. Another reason why I love you and will never give up on you. I seem distant from you, like I don't want to be bothered with all of you, but I know that I was created just for you.
I silently watch you in the distance. Everything you do is for us or because of us. If you act like a butt-hole, it is often because of a woman. When you show off, it is because of womankind. When you are trying to be impressive it is only because you want us. I know this.
I still miss you, but I'm still learning. I'm not just growing older, I'm growing wiser. You keep growing, too, and someday we'll be together again.
I'm going to workout and try to keep things tight for you.
Love,
Me
You know, sometimes you have been hard on me. Sometimes you've been too soft. You've often given me your best and your worst but from the worst of you I have learned and am still learning valuable lessons. Lately I've been writing a lot more and it was a time when I we only had mental contact that you gave me the most. One time you said to me that "whatever it is you want to do most in life, as your career, you should devote the amount of time that you would working in a day developing that craft." I don't even know why I allowed you to appeal to me at that time but it was things like that which made me allow you to be around and why I like to keep you around. You ooze with a different substance that I just can't get from my well-meaning sister-friends. Another reason why I love you and will never give up on you. I seem distant from you, like I don't want to be bothered with all of you, but I know that I was created just for you.
I silently watch you in the distance. Everything you do is for us or because of us. If you act like a butt-hole, it is often because of a woman. When you show off, it is because of womankind. When you are trying to be impressive it is only because you want us. I know this.
I still miss you, but I'm still learning. I'm not just growing older, I'm growing wiser. You keep growing, too, and someday we'll be together again.
I'm going to workout and try to keep things tight for you.
Love,
Me
Sunday, May 11, 2014
Queue Taps
"Day is done. Gone the sun..."
You get the picture. No, it's not the end of the world and the Sun will rise again, but my romantical love life is dead, kinda, a little bit, almost, in a way, it seems. Thank God life ain't always what it seems. I could just look at it as a hiatus. Yeah, that's it. ...a break. It's not broke...n. It still works. sigh Dear old Dick is just who he is, doing what he does, but I'm not counting the days...or months. I'm keeping track of the years, though.
I've put myself back in counseling. I see dating and relationship expert Steve Ward on a somewhat regular basis, whenever a season of Tough Love is airing on VH-1. I felt like a bad, Black comedienne and actress for not having seen the movie Think Like A Man, so I accidentally got a refresher session while watching that, too. Burned my britches to know I'm still making a couple of my biggest mistakes, so I'm glad Dick and I have been distant.
Dear Dick,
I don't miss you nearly as much as I used to miss you. I know you're always there. Heck, you're hanging around everywhere I go. I'm not checking for you or anything. I just know you'll be there when I'm ready for you.
I still have nothing but love for you.
Until we meet again...
Love,
Me
You get the picture. No, it's not the end of the world and the Sun will rise again, but my romantical love life is dead, kinda, a little bit, almost, in a way, it seems. Thank God life ain't always what it seems. I could just look at it as a hiatus. Yeah, that's it. ...a break. It's not broke...n. It still works. sigh Dear old Dick is just who he is, doing what he does, but I'm not counting the days...or months. I'm keeping track of the years, though.
I've put myself back in counseling. I see dating and relationship expert Steve Ward on a somewhat regular basis, whenever a season of Tough Love is airing on VH-1. I felt like a bad, Black comedienne and actress for not having seen the movie Think Like A Man, so I accidentally got a refresher session while watching that, too. Burned my britches to know I'm still making a couple of my biggest mistakes, so I'm glad Dick and I have been distant.
Dear Dick,
I don't miss you nearly as much as I used to miss you. I know you're always there. Heck, you're hanging around everywhere I go. I'm not checking for you or anything. I just know you'll be there when I'm ready for you.
I still have nothing but love for you.
Until we meet again...
Love,
Me
Wednesday, May 8, 2013
HAPPY NEW YEAR...5 MONTHS LATER
Dear Dick,
Hey dude, how's it hanging? ...or should I be asking you are you still standing strong? From where I sit it seems to me you've been laying low but always looking for the opportunity to get into some deep stuff. You always get in over your head. I hope you have given yourself some time to breathe, as I have. I know you like to keep a clear head and that you aren't responsible for your own buildup, but waste not, want not.
It's been about six months since I've written but I'm still here for you. I only play for your team. I still look forward to the days we see each other on a more regular basis. Until then, I can only pray you'll practice some restraint. If you must release some tension, I hope you take matters into your own hands and not put yourself in a tight spot that you can't get out of.I hope to be in touch again one day soon.
Still...
Me
Hey dude, how's it hanging? ...or should I be asking you are you still standing strong? From where I sit it seems to me you've been laying low but always looking for the opportunity to get into some deep stuff. You always get in over your head. I hope you have given yourself some time to breathe, as I have. I know you like to keep a clear head and that you aren't responsible for your own buildup, but waste not, want not.
It's been about six months since I've written but I'm still here for you. I only play for your team. I still look forward to the days we see each other on a more regular basis. Until then, I can only pray you'll practice some restraint. If you must release some tension, I hope you take matters into your own hands and not put yourself in a tight spot that you can't get out of.I hope to be in touch again one day soon.
Still...
Me
Friday, November 16, 2012
Still Long Time No See
Dear Dick,
Wow, it has been a long time since I have written you. I had to get you off my mind and take care of some really important things like making sure when the right one of you comes along that I have more to offer than a pretty face, an awesome personality, charming wit, good cooking skills, warmth, kindness and generosity - man, I am such a great package already - so I thought I should get a job and keep my place of residence. I didn't even miss you for a while, but I have been thinking about you again, a lot lately. Mostly late at night when I'm trying to fall asleep alone in a king sized bed. I would much rather roll over into you than into a cold spot. That's pretty much the only void in my life, yet I'm whole. I got a lot accomplished when you didn't enter my... thoughts. While everything is going great in my life, there is still room for you. I only think of you as a companion mostly, but I desire a strong companion that knows how to lead and also be supportive. I don't need you trying to get all up in my...'girly business'. You mean so much more to me than just...'that'.
I often overhear people discussing how they don't want the pressure of a commitment but they want a sex life. Now that is pressure to me: pressure of having to get to know someone well enough to feel good when with them, but not grow any feelings toward wanting to spend a great deal of time with them. I thought I was backwards, but nope. Gosh, I get closer to being perfect everyday. You should recognize that.
Well, I'm going to let you go now and write you again real soon.
Love,
Me
Wow, it has been a long time since I have written you. I had to get you off my mind and take care of some really important things like making sure when the right one of you comes along that I have more to offer than a pretty face, an awesome personality, charming wit, good cooking skills, warmth, kindness and generosity - man, I am such a great package already - so I thought I should get a job and keep my place of residence. I didn't even miss you for a while, but I have been thinking about you again, a lot lately. Mostly late at night when I'm trying to fall asleep alone in a king sized bed. I would much rather roll over into you than into a cold spot. That's pretty much the only void in my life, yet I'm whole. I got a lot accomplished when you didn't enter my... thoughts. While everything is going great in my life, there is still room for you. I only think of you as a companion mostly, but I desire a strong companion that knows how to lead and also be supportive. I don't need you trying to get all up in my...'girly business'. You mean so much more to me than just...'that'.
I often overhear people discussing how they don't want the pressure of a commitment but they want a sex life. Now that is pressure to me: pressure of having to get to know someone well enough to feel good when with them, but not grow any feelings toward wanting to spend a great deal of time with them. I thought I was backwards, but nope. Gosh, I get closer to being perfect everyday. You should recognize that.
Well, I'm going to let you go now and write you again real soon.
Love,
Me
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